I know it’s all false

Cause you said I felt the same

But when I know get caught in your words

You get hundred times whipped by force

I never thought, I never thought 

You blame me for it once again

You see me falling out again

Don’t make me point it out to you

Cause I know you feel it to

No way, I’m not going back to you

Cause I’ve seen my world much better without you

No lies, no remorse, no fake response

We all shed tears sometimes 

Maybe in blood

But I hold back the knife to hurt you so

Cause I know you know you want me to

No I’ve been lost with cause

So I can find my shinning light

My armor is crossed 

She wants to save me from the cross

I believe it too

Sometimes we blame each other for what me mean

We all wanna win

At the end of the day, we all try to heal

The windows breaks
I broke down
Hurting on the floor
I watched myself bleed
Begging for more
Is that what you want?
To see me crying
Asking you to stop
Strangling me
Crushing on the outside
While I fall hitting my head
Dropped open
For another burial.

(Source: puttingmannersonafeminist)

formido:

everything/nothing by watersounds on Flickr.

• Better to teach others in order to learn something
• See past specimen papers
• Study the hardest and difficult with others, because you already know what you’re familiar and easy with
• PASTE INFO EVERYWHERE TO REMEMBER (ESPECIALLY SPELLINGS)
• DO REVISION EVERYDAY, LONGER GAPS CAUSES THE MEMORY TO SLOW DOWN. STUDY 3-4 HOURS A DAY WITH BREAKS IN BETWEEN
• MOTIVATE BY REWARDING YOURSELF
• Subconscious is very powerful, therefore try reading your notes before you go to sleep
• Do bullet points with notes in different colors
• Recall the starting line of a point then force yourself to remember everything else

(Source: somegirlsart)

The whole time I’ve been here
I have been trying so hard
To get things through
To see what is new
To find love out of something blue
And right now I’m all out
Tired, impatient, annoyed as if the whole world doesn’t make sense
And then I start to wonder is this me?
I know it’s childish but listen to me
Do you think anyone wants to walk in this kind of fields
Prancing, hoping, practicing and gazing for a sunlight to make some flowers bloom in my heart
Love is so yesterday; that I’ve forgotten how to cry
Because its has been turned down too many often
It’s shaken, afraid to ever fall again
Now plays in a toil
Suffering in silence while watching her lover grow
Into motions she wouldn’t expect him to go far away
While remaining so present beside her means
But I must forget to bleed so free
Cause my thoughts has been washed from sins
Now processing for a better being
Maybe I’m lonely, maybe I’m sad
But I really don’t mind if all this happens for truth
Cause I don’t wanna be cheated in what we call this game of life
I tell thou solemnly, I will not hide

Letter to the world